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[31 Aug 2005|12:29am] wow....i was such a loser! haha...yeaaah...its been a while 1 comment|post comment

[13 Jan 2004|04:20pm] I push everyday... Yet I always come out unsatisfied... This is what drives me to strive for more... Nothing without sacrafice... 3 comments|post comment

[10 Jan 2004|11:02am] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Just One-Hoobastank ] When do you know if you're gonna die?...When do you know if anythings gonna happen to U?...we all think "that shitll never happen to us"...just...don't get ur hopes up....and skate everyday like its your last... FeInT or DiE How bad do I want this....?.... Reach for the sky, and pull your dreams down... post comment

stolen from KoB [06 Jan 2004|09:13pm] [ mood | bored ] 10 bands you've been listening a lot to lately: 1) Cold 2) Gray Matter 3) Hoobastank 4) Stroy of the year 5) postal service 6) celldweller 7) Gerry and the pacemakers 8) Die trying 9) Hole 10) APC //09 things you look forward to: 1) Skating 2) Getting my rowley boards in the mail 3) Skating 4) Getting my...er...A car 5) Getting sponsored 6) FeInT skate video 7) King of the Road (Vs. DIRE) 8) summer 9) Sleep //8 things you like to wear: 1) Volcom 2) Flip 3) Vans 4) Hoodies 5) Jeans 6) Pomade 7) my wallet 8) augh....uh...tampons? //07 things that annoy you: 1) Aaron 2) Rain 3) School 4) homework 5) rolled ankles 6) my dad being a slacker 7) Final exams //06 things you say most days: 1) Fuck 2) I haveta shit 3) ::Yawn:: 4) ZZzZZzzzzzZZ... 5) shit 6) I'm tired... //05 things you do everyday: 1) Skate (I try to as much as i can) 2) listen to music 3) shit 4) eat 5) sleep //04 people you want to spend more time with: 1) GEOFF ROWLEY 2) Kob n Dan 3) Matt Gill 4) Myself //03 movies you could watch over and over again: 1) FliP-Really Sorry (shut up...i know its not a movie...but yea, screw u) 2) Dogtown and Z-boys 3) Freddy Got Fingered //02 of your favorite songs at the moment: 1) Just One- Hoobastank 2) Youll never walk alone-Gerry and the pacemakers //01 person you could spend the rest of your life with: 1) ROWLEY!!! woo! 1 comment|post comment

[23 Nov 2003|06:34pm] [ mood | pissed off ] im so fuckin sick of this shit man. Just because i don't have the balls to talk to this girl every fuckin day doesnt fuckin mean im stalkin her. And then i go to the school musical, which a lot of my friends are in, and laura just happens to be in it too. So yea, even more of a reason for me to go, right? People need to learn how to mind their own fuckin business. its like i cant do things my way and everything that I do is fuckin wrong. Especially carrie, id really appreciate it if you stayed out of my conflicts and just left me alone. You've had two boyfriends since we broke up...and just because I like somebody, you have to get all up in my face. People...just leave me the fuck alone.......please..... ...Just go away... All the sounds around you used to, play along with your torn up head, as the music seeps into you, everyone was trampled dead, everyone could see your madness, slip in till it takes control, everyone could see right through you, I wish you would just...go away... GO AWAY...GO AWAY...GO AWAY!... Go away from all the pain that made you, half as good as God, taken all over in my brain, I recall the future, take another star, make him feel the pain... For every song you ever wrote, take another fucking drink... for every melody that haunts, take a pill makes you faint... for every part of you that hurts, take a needle make it sting... the irony is I'm just like you, a pseudo-fuckin freak... GO AWAY...GO AWAY...GO AWAY!... GO AWAY...GO AWAY...GO AWAY!... Go away...go away...go away... go away...go away...go...away... 2 comments|post comment

[16 Nov 2003|09:14pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | This Time Imperfect - A.F.I. ] I cannot stay here, I cannot leave... Just like all I loved, I'm make believe... Imagined heart, I disappear... Seems... no one will appear here and make me real... There are no flowers, no, not this time... There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find... I'd show a smile but I'm too weak... I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me... Just how much this hurts me... Just how much you... 7 comments|post comment

[22 Oct 2003|10:23pm] [ mood | cold ] no one knows what its like... to be the bad man... to be the sad man... behind blue eyes... and no one knows what its like... to be hated...to be faded... to telling only lies... but my dreams...they arent as empty... as my conscious, seems to be... i have hours, only lonely... my love is vengance... that's never free... no one knows what its like... to feel these feelings... like i do...and I blame you! no bite backs as hard... on their anger... none of my pain woe... can show through... but my dreams...they arent as empty... as my conscious, seems to be... I have hours, only lonely... my love is vengance... that's never free... no one knows what its like... to be mistreated...to be defeated... behind blue eyes... and no one knows how to say... that theyre sorry... and dont worry... im not telling lies... but my dreams...they arent as empty... as my conscious, seems to be... i have hours, only lonely... my love is vengance... that's never free... no one knows what its like... to be the bad man... to be the sad man... behind blue eyes... post comment

[05 Oct 2003|11:30pm] [ mood | blank ] And all the world loves things, of beauty and intrigue... these two things, ive never had one... born in this old skin, im too sick I can't win... I've lived with this damage too long... My eyes can't behold it, i cannot control it, this feeling thats left in my heart... i've never done no wrong...i dont deserve these bones... please burn up this sin when im gone... and i said that this...is...ugly...to me... the world...is...ugly...to me... you...are...ugly...to me... and I...am...ugly...to me... And i havent become all I want to be... I havent become anything i need to be... i haven't become all i want to be... I havent become anything...(suffer) why cant you look? why cant you look at me? see what I see... Why cant you feel? Why cant you feel like me? feel all I feel... Why cant you hurt? why cant you hurt like me? taste the pain I feel... Why must I die? why must I die for you?...its the ugly truth... well its ugly... its making me painless... post comment

[05 Oct 2003|11:20pm] [ mood | blank ] I'm feelin crossed... I take it inside... burn up the pain... my thoughts are strange... just like the things i used to love, just like the tree that fell, I heard it... if art is still inside, I feel it... I wanna bleed, show the world all that I have inside... I wanna scream, let the blood flow, that keeps me alive... Take all these strings...they call my veins... wrap them around...every fuckin thing... presence of people not for me... well i must remain in tune forever... my love is music... I will marry melody... I wanna bleed, show the world all that I have inside... I wanna scream, let the blood flow, that keeps me alive... Wont you let me take you for a ride... you can stop the world, try to change my mind... wont you let me show you how it feels... you can stop the world, but you wont change me... I need music...i need music...i need music... to set me free... to let me bleed... post comment

[05 Oct 2003|11:17pm] [ mood | blank ] I never knew, she's gone, she's flown away... Everyone said, she's not, your kinda gal... I'm so alone, this girl, is flowin fear... everyone said, she fucked up this time... Its my, brand new world today... and its my, brand new world, this way... I'll never change, its wrong, so go away... everyone said, she's not, your kinda gal... I've tasted love, it burns, im so afraid... Everyone said, she fucked up this time... Its my, brand new world today... and its my, brand new world, this way... This fucking witch...knows the way....and everything i feell... it's all mine... post comment

[05 Oct 2003|11:04pm] [ mood | blank ] Take another motherfuckin hit of LSD... Let all the love inside the world belong to you... Well, I can't understand just why you went away... Too young to feel the pain and bitterness of love... Well I could never understand a motherfuckin word you'd ever say... And all the people that you hurt, came down on you... Well I can't understand just why you went away... I sat and waited for the day you'd come back home... Well it was all good... Well it was all good... Well it was all good... Well it was all... Take a loaded gun and blow my fantasy away... Turn off the lights and shine the spotlight down on you... Well I could never understand a motherfuckin word you'd ever say... And all the people that you hurt, came down on you... Well I can't understand just why you went away... I sat and waited for the day you'd come back home... Well it was all good... Well it was all good... Well it was all good... Well it was all... You are, My hope, My God, My love, My fear, My god it's over...It's all good... 'til the world came crubmling down... Oh and I said my god its over... 'til the world came crumbling down... Oh, well, I said my god its over... 'til the world came crumbling down... World came crumbling...crumbling...crumbling...crumbling... Well it was all good...Well it was all good...Well it was all good...Well it was all...... post comment

[05 Oct 2003|01:15am] [ mood | blank ] When it rains...I don't mind... Let me stand...here all night... Did she take her own life? let me know...shes alright... And everytime it rains, I feel her holding me... And everytime it rains, Are the angels cryin? I'll stay strong...I'll be fine... Carry on...With my life... I'll still stare...at the sky... pray for rain...all the time... why'd you run?...did you hide?... Why'd you leave?...no goodbye... When the clouds...take the sky... does the storm?....give you life?... And everytime it rains, I feel her holding me... And everytime it rains, Are the angels cryin? And everytime it rains, I feel her holding me... And everytime it rains, All the angels cry for me...I'll never be the same... I'll never be the same... post comment

[05 Oct 2003|01:08am] [ mood | blank ] Remember all the times that we used play... You were lost and I would save you... I don't think those feelings will ever fade, you were born a part of me... I was never good at hiding anything, My thoughts break me... Do you understand what you mean to me? You are my faith... Won't you cure my tragedy? Don't take her smile away from me, shes broken and im far away... Won't you cure my tragedy? If you make the world a stage for me, Then I hope that you can hear me scream... When I sit and think of the days we shared, And the nights you covered for me... Every little thing that I ever did, You would stand by me... Everytime you cried it would take my wind, My heart would break... If I could be strong like you were for me... You are my faith... I can't take this anymore... I can't feel this anymore... Won't you take and give her pain to me, 'cause my whole life I made mistakes... Can you hear me scream...? 1 comment|post comment

... [25 Sep 2003|11:04pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Cure My Tragedy-Cold ] fuck my dad, fuck all this shit...its been four weeks and I havent gotten fuckin newhere....he hasta drag every fuckin other person into business between me and him....FUCK ZIM...that fuckin faggot...hes such a stuck up bitch....and he stereotypes and segregates older cars....yea, thats right you faggot, go work on ur bmers and porsches...just watch, one day, Imma take this car and make you eat your own fuckin words outta your ass....i hope you fuckin die Zim, go to hell and rot you sorry sunovabitch... post comment

[22 Sep 2003|12:23am] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | The Race Is Over -INITIAL D ] FUCK THIS! I HATE EVERYTHING! THIS LIFE FUCKIN SUCKS! NOTHING EVER FUCKIN WORKS OUT! RARGH...i swear to fuckin god...DONT FUCK WITH ME THIS WEEK, or I WILL rip your throat out with my bare hands...infact, so you won't talk to me....FUCK YOU! I HATE YOU! what's that? YEA YOU!....rargh....im lonely... 1 comment|post comment

Kimi Ga Iru (You Are)... [15 Sep 2003|12:09am] [ mood | lonely ] furikaereba itsudatte kawaranu [kimi] no egao ga atta arukitsukare tachidomaru hi mo chiisa na yorokobi no hi mo kono ryoute ni kakaekirenai ai wo oshiete kureta Ah atatakaku sotto yasashiku yomigaeru kaze wa mada ano hi no mama no mabushisa de fukinukete yuku yo uragiru koto no tsumibukasa wo shinjiaeru koto no tsuyosa wo kazoekirenu hiru to yoru wo mune ni shimatteyukou... wakare to deai no michi wo [kizu]tsukinagara [boku]ra wa aruiteyuku n' da ne Ah atatakaku sotto yasashiku yomigaeru kaze wa ima hitori sora wo mitsumeteru [boku] ni hohoendeiru mada ano hi no mama no mabushisa de te wo futteiru [kimi] wa everlasting memory... ENGLISH TRANSLATION (Sometimes, if I turn and look back to where your unchanging smile was, both on the day when I stood still after walking to exhaustion and on the day of that small delight,) (when you taught me a love that couldn't be carried in my two hands alone...) (Ah, still that warmly, so tenderly reawakened breeze keeps on blowing through with the same kind of radiance it had on that day.) (The depth of guilt of that which betrays, the strength of belief in each other, the countless noons and nights-- I take these things into my heart before I go.) (On the road of meetings and partings, while we're being hurt, we keep on walking, don't we?) (Ah, now that warmly, so tenderly reawakened breeze keeps gazing at the lonely sky and smiling down on me still with the same radiance it had on that day; I keep waving my hand at the everlasting memory of you...) post comment

Lose you tonight... [14 Sep 2003|11:52pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Wasted Years-Cold ] Don't run away... cuz I can't live without you... Please stay... And I'll learn to love you right... Cuz I was waiting for you, waiting for all my life... I've been cying for you, Dying, for all this time... Cuz I was waiting for you, waiting for all my life... And I'm not gonna lose you tonight... Don't run away... I never wanted to hurt you... Please stay... and I'll learn to treat you right... Cuz I was waiting for you, waiting for all my life... I've been cying for you, Dying, for all this time... Cuz I was waiting for you, waiting for all my life... And I'm not gonna lose you tonight... post comment

[07 Sep 2003|11:53pm] [ mood | tired ] For Dave- Take me back from God, I can't sleep, No one hears the sound of your heartbreak, Every little thing was on the floor, Everyone was so in love with you, Well everyone dies my friend, They come down from outer space, blow up all the human race, Well everyone dies my friend, To take em back away from god, is all they every wanted, Well I can taste the pain you're shovelin, Every word you said, and every little monster, Moons over stardust, made me sick, Every word you said, it's all you ever want to give I can't understand why can't believe that they're not there... Well I can taste the pain your shovelin, Pain...comes...down...here... And everyone around you suffocates, I...can't...see...God... And everybody told you not to fall, My...hands...were...tied... And everybody told you not to wait, My...brain...was...fried... I can feel God... "EVERYONE DIES"-COLD I know this song was probably not the most appropriate...but it's one of my favorites and I wanted to put it up in memory of Dave...

LmAo [25 Apr 2003|04:30pm] [ mood | bored ] Ancient Gods: Balmung, Orca, you two have saved our land by vanquishing the evil Dragon, rooting out the den of bandits in our woods, killed all the giant man-eating spiders that also lived in those same woods, and slew the 327 Dread Demons of Gerlkhrgiher. What is thy desire? Name thy reward, heroes! Balmung: I would have wings, that I may soar the heavens like a holy bird, an angel of swords to strike out against the encroaching darkness that would snuff the very life out of the land. Ancient Gods: Then it shall be so. Arise, Balmung of the Azure Skies, and may the hearts of the just be wind to thy wings! And you, noble Orca? What would you have of us as a just recompense for your deeds? Orca: I want 27 tubes of green finger-paint. Ancient Gods: So be it. Orca: Woohoo! Balmung, hold my loincloth; I'm gonna make myself pretty! Balmung: ... 2 comments|post comment

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